I'm Sarah.
22 & looking for something.

ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh
maybe I’ll just have a bunch of babies
and be a mom

or maybe I’ll just disappear into the darkness away from everything
and be that chick who no one knows nothing about
so that people can’t put it together as to how much of a fuck up I am

It will just be a mystery and I’ll just be sad and no one will ever know.

Put in the new FAFSA.
It said something about 5,550 being the *guess* for my total.

I’m starting to feel the deep pits in myself again.
What the fuck am I supposed to do?

"Don’t try to picture everything bad that could possibly happen. Stick with the situation at hand and ask, “Why is this so unbearable? Why can’t I endure it?” You’ll be embarrassed to answer. Then remind yourself that past and future have no power over you. Only the present."
- The Meditations - Marcus Aurelius (via corseque)


It’s really difficult for me to be happy. And then for other people it just seems so simple. They just grow up and they’re so fulfilled.

Young Adult (2011), Jason Reitman


Glass sculpture by 3D Design student Joanne Broker


You know that point in your life when you realize the house you grew up in isn’t really your home anymore? All of a sudden even though you have some place where you put your shit, that idea of home is gone.”

Garden State (2004) dir. Zach Braff